I'm frustrated with myself, which is nothing new.
I see myself as a sort of jack-of-all-trades, balancing art and writing and music and accelerated academics and work (and, of course, God over all that). But a lot of the time, I have to let one go to the side in order to focus on another. It probably doesn't help that I tend to approach life as a competition, so when I don't make first place (which is, hey, always), I become upset and down on myself.
The last... semester, I guess, I've let my art AND my writing slide. My violin and uke playing are totally in the gutter. My GPA is at its highest, at least, but it's still disappointing to com